What IF ????

Sometimes I do wonder if ever the word "if" really happen in real life...

what if i am born rich

what if i am a music prodigy

what if i was born without a pair of legs

what if you would fall in love with me

what if the world is in rectangular shape

what if..............

anything would be possible by then

crap this is just so random probably because my mind is almost blank now except the fact that something's stucked there and it's itching !!

if ever i would have the courage to scratch it openly in my blog.... ;P,.,. Another "IF" there !!!

Good bye 2009 ,.,.,. Goodbye !!!

I stand on a cliff and look down,.,.,.,,.,.,., I still see a few rolling stones,.,.,.,.,.,.,. Some good ,.,.,.,. some bad,.,.,.,. Some that actually got broken down to dust, blew with the wind and still make my eyes itch,.,.,.,.,.,,.,. I've almost reached an end of another important year of my life,,.,.,.,.,. A year that is usually considered important for 23 yr olds,,.,.,. But good for me, I ain't normal.,.,.,. And how do I put this refined language .,,.,,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.I still don't care a flying frog !!!!! ,.,.,.,.,.,. Ok , don't get ur imagination goin !!! ,.,.,..,., read on., .,,..,,.,. The year began with some painful cries,,.,.,. some of them were mine ,,.,,.,.,. Nobody bothered ,.,.,.,good for me,.,.,.,. .,.,.,.,. I was hit by something that had made me a little weak within , eating me up like a cancer ,.,.,,.,,.,.,. Some wounds don't heal,.,..,,.,. yet I got stronger,,,,.,.,. I wish the Indian govt had got stronger too and got those terror morons to dirt. ,.,.,.,.,.,. As days passed by I lost someone ,.,.,. A person who I called "uncle chips" ,.,.,. My grandfather (actually his bro) !,.,.,.,.,. I can never forget his last words to me "Kuch galat nahi karna beta !!" ,.,.,.,.,.,.. I don't know what I was doing ??? ,,.,,, I didn't know what I was creating.,,.,.,. All I knew is the repercussions of what I did or what was gonna happen would have to be absorbed by many,.,..,,. I knew , I had a sacrifice to make,.,.,.,. A SACRIFICE,.,.,.NOT A COMPROMISE!!, Cause Umair doesn't believe in the "compromise" part !.,,.,.,..,,.,..,,. I knew it wouldn't be easy !! .,.,.,. but I always knew , I'd earned one thing that works like a trump card for me everywhere ,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,. and just cause of that ,,,, UMAIR ALWAYS WINS !!! Things go wrong ,.,,. circumstances change,.,. shit happens,,.,.., but its always good to know that there are some people in life who never change.,,.., And even if they appear to have been so,.,. Its only our perception.,.,., I really thank Allah(SWT), for blessing me with such a wonderful family , my tri-shakti(mom, dad, sam) , my dadi, my chachas and sweet chachis who are always there to ask if I ate something.,,.,., my phuphu to get me new hair styles every now n then,.,.,. CLEOPATRA BEAUTY PARLOUR rockss !!!!!!.,,.,.,.,.,. LOL:) 2009 was happy realisation for Umair Memon ! ,.,.,.,., He realized that apart from being AWESOME , he was actually quite a charmer too !,.,.,.,., My 2009 yr resolution was not to be committed to anyone,.,.,.,. cause love sucks !!!,.,.,.,.,.,., But i did fall in love,.,.,.. not once but twice,.,.,.,. read the next para to know abt it !!!,.,.,. gotta go make some coffee for my self,.,,.,.,.,.,. Ahh , I'm back.,,.,.,.,. Altho it was a year ago..but de memories are still as fresh as ____________, cant think of a word to filll dat blank.,.,.,.,,. the brown eyes.,,.,.,.,,,the golden hair.,.,.,.,.,the cute face.,.,.,.,who smiled and took a "Lifetime membership" in my life,.,..,,..,,.,.,. who has the ability to talk with the enchanting brown eyes,.,.,.,.,.,..,Yeah! ,.,.., SCRAPPY , my best friends dog :(,.,:(,.,.:(,......,. NO !! HE IS MY DOG !!!!!,.,.,..,,. I LOVE HIM LIKE ,.LA LI LIKEEE ,.,.,.,.,.,. A A <><><> A DOG !!! ,..,.,.,((Umair thinking,.,. OKAY! WHAT AM I THINKING ??? <<>>) ,.,.,.,.,. But do you know why ???,.,..,.,. cause scrappy is like me !!,,.,.,,.. just like me,.,,.,. who knows to love, care and to pray "UNCONDITIONALLY" !!!! ,.,,.,.,.,., For all the bitches in town !!,.,.,. Scrappy is 1 yr old now :))) ,.,.,..,,., Just can't wait to see him in the new year.,,.,.,., Then we had a few tragedies that added a few rough layers. ,.,,.,,. SOHAIL !!,,.My Bro !,.,.,. Awesome young guy just left with the "Heavenley Express",.,. He visits me often laughs with me and goes back, I wish celebrating 2010 would get him back!,.,.,.,and not much after that did a very sweet friend's mom had to leave us!,,.,.,. 2009 also showed me some new faces,.,.,. a few craZy OneZ !!,.,.,. Rocked hard 2009 !! Rocked hard !!! ,.,.,.,.,..,,. Its hard to move on ,.,.,. It will always be ,.,.,.,,.,. But with some sweet, some sour, some hot, some not, moments that it gave, it gave us plenty of moments that would change our lives forever,.,.,.,.., 2009 must have passed by me,.,..,.,but the memories will keep visiting me often ,,.,.,. Single service order raised ,.,.,.,. JEESEE23 given ,.,,.,. Umair Memon / WORLD / HSA(Human Specie Advisor) /Pune PS. Umair got another upgrade !!!!!! ,.,.,.,.., HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS !!!!!! ,,..,,,.., I'M AWESOME,....... UMAIR !!!